TRANSMUTATION
Come dear poison
feel free to enter
I’ll take you inside
but not to my center
With my heart protected
the blood is boiling
you aim for my life
but your plans I’m spoiling
Taking you instead
on a journey through my soul
showing how we truly
are one and all
As I acknowledge
our connection in love
a blast of light
comes from above
I lay down
in darkness divine
letting our spirits
dance and intertwine
So much wisdom
pouring through my veins
dangerous but potent
upon me it gains
There’s no escape
only one road to take
transmutation
stay focused, make no mistake
One wrong turn
and all is lost
burn I would
if I don’t exhaust
That of you, poison dear
which causes me pain
breathing, sweating
fighting to stay sane
Won’t let you take my brain
You attack in vain
I will remain
and gently steal
that of you
which makes me heal
Knowing it’s in there
amassing all force
for a second
I am almost entirely yours
Then I strike
as fast as you
intuition knowing
exactly what to do
Breathing, relaxing
but there’s no surrender
will throw you out
but keep your splendor
Poison dear
come dance with me
so grateful for your touch
let’s be really near
One step closer
and I’ll strike you down
there’s no surrender
here I wear the crown
Boiling my blood
staying sane
focused and firm
using heart, soul and brain
And then there it is
my salvation
the splendid fruit
of this deep transmutation
Dearest poison
I won over thee
gratefully releasing
what doesn’t belong to me
Your wisdom is now mine
my body I keep
I’m still alive
not deep asleep
Not lost forever
no I’m here
showed you your place
released the fear
Exiting enriched
by your donation
dangerous but magical
is transmutation
TRANSFORMATION
Equal resistance
equal flow
to where I will dance
nobody knows
What is behind me
can stay there in peace
I say farewell kindly
move forward, release
A wind of change
upon my breath
it is within range
my conscious death
Re-birth is next
I guess, I suppose
don’t know what to expect
but the future glows
Never before
have I felt like this
passion and more
touched by bliss
Pain screaming inside
I’m falling apart
can no longer hide
from the wish of my heart
Newborn I will be
come tomorrow, I’m in place
to deep and consciously
pick up the pace
Flow into a new dance
the steps I will know
I will take the chance
I’m ready to go
For all the chances that I blew
my fear I will take
turn it into something new
letting go of the fake
Real I will be
you can trust my word
it’s as easy as one, two, three
and jump on the third
Yes to change
no to stagnation
it will feel strange
but it is my salvation
Transformation is now
I wished and it came
with trust I vow
to release my aim
Tomorrow I will
think differently
new wishes to still
I hope I will be free
to consciously
follow my heart
bloom out and be
in this brand new start
Yes never before
have I felt like this
afraid no more
I will conquer this
Through surrendering
into what wants to be
falling apart and brewing
into a new me
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